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California (Decreation)

by Sean Hood & The Great Outdoors

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1.
if i talked a little less about the dirt floating 'round in my head well, i'm sure that today i'd still have some of it left but i done talked too much and i done thought too much and now i can't recall now i can't recall who i was when you said you were gonna leave and it would be the best things for me you sounded sweet on the phone i bet your eyes looked a little bit empty 'cause you done talked too much and you done thought too much and now you can't recall now you can't recall any good about us but i remember every fever and every morning after with the birdsong drifting slowly from somewhere up in the rafters why don't you remember me? why don't you remember me? oh, my darling, you look different like something key's gone missing and you tear up when i touch you and when i whisper you don't listen you say we've talked enough and that we've lost enough and there's nothing left to break look, now there's nothing left to break not sure there ever was
2.
if you're thinking 'bout leavin' scratch your head if you're thinking 'bout kissing my mouth do that instead if you think about me oh, if you thinking about me and when you think about me well, who do you really see when you think about me? do you feel like crying 'cause i've said too much? do you think you might still wanna spend the night? i know these things are tough but the thing about you is that i think about you and when i think about you do you think about me too the way i think about you? could coney island still break your heart? i went there last year and damn near fell apart it made me think about you it made me think about you it made me think about you and better times too it made me think about you
3.
do ya still talk to your birds? do ya chirp a little on every word? do ya call them by their christian names? and ask 'em why they play the games that they play? i wonder what they would say about the games that we play i told ya you could go or you could stay and it wouldn't matter either way you were wise not to call my bluff just lay down your cards and pack up your stuff you hadn't had enough you'd had too much now i've been awake for something like twenty-eight days with a couple of new friends who fuck me up all night just to take me to bed it makes a body feel young to be so far out of love but i bet you still sing in the shower while somebody reads on the couch and getting dressed still takes you two hours while somebody paces the house but do ya still talk to your birds? do ya tell them funny stories you've heard? do you ever mention my name to ask 'em how someone could leave as quick as they came? and what do they have to say about the games that we play? i wonder what they would say about the games that we play
4.
there's a place that we go and we don't even let our friends know and we only go alone but sometimes i'll see you there and i wonder what could bring you to wanna be a ghost like i do or just something easier to see through like water and air i never ask you what you're looking for but not 'cause i don't care i'm lost and more than a little unsure so it just seems unfair so we just stand in each other's shadows and move whichever way the wind blows and then we clean up all the mess that follows and you wait for me to run and i wait for you to come i know i'm easy but let's take this slow 'cause once it's done then i'm afraid i won't have much to hold besides this smoking gun
5.
and this wouldn't be complete without a nod to my marie while i'm crawling 'cross the rooftop she's back down on the street hey, there goes marie first she swore she'd paint a picture and she'd send it soon to me what i got, a two page letter written incoherently ain't that just like marie? writes, "the tree tops here in london could shade the stars hustlin' l.a. and the next stop is savannah" but she ain't been no place nor is she on the way still her cigarettes are timeless like golden a.m. radio and the smoke behind her eyelids like some washed-out picture she gave up long ago 'cause there's nothing quite so dated as the time marie was sure "man, there's nothing like movies" now she just looks bored sighs, "could there be nothing more?" than this blue-lit room, real quiet where marie gets up to go with something in her pocket moving awful slow for the poets and their prose crawls out the bedroom window waits out on the fire escape oh, marie, i'm sure i told you they'll give back what they take marie slips away now there's static talkin' to me and i'm talkin' to myself oh, and i'd tell marie what's been told me but she's long gone someplace else someplace she'll tell but i'd wait out in the darkness and i'd wait 'till it got cold what she left with in her clenched fist i'd still like to know marie, what's there to hold?
6.
it's 'cause she's always changing he keeps those photos of her and it just leaves him breathless to see those eyes that he can't remember he says, "here she looks like mother but twenty-five years younger well, i bet she looks just like her now" it's 'cause karen's been gone since the first few weeks of winter and though she gave her notice nobody really believed her when she said, "keep the house but i just gotta get out and forget this place somehow" and he said, "who do you think you're fooling? you'll come back, i just know you will" and then he said, "Ooo, please, honey, don't you do this" when she called from some motel to say she was far away and well to say she was terrified but happier still and it's the reason he stumbles when he tries to dance with and easy stranger that he can hardly stand he says, "you look like my former lover but twenty-five years younger and i think i'd better go now"
7.
i'm already gone home i'm already gone home and i don't believe you'll ever forgive me i'm already gone home it rains a lot in san francisco and i was stayin' there like it was the end of the road getting by, i guess, but getting old and i just couldn't stay like you just couldn't let me go i'm already gone home i'm already gone home i didn't want you to see me leave i'm already gone home change rarely comes when you want it i didn't fall out of love, i just lost it and now i just gotta be someplace i ain't needed i didn't let you go, i don't know what i did and when my place touched down in new york city i pictured you cold and fast asleep on a day-time couch, drunk enough not to dream and i wished like hell i'd taken you with me 'cause i don't think that i can ever return i left so fast, i let those bridges burn i'm already gone home and now i wanna go back i'm already gone home and now i wanna go back i'm already gone home and now i wanna go back i'm already gone home and now i wanna go back
8.
it's late and your eyes are closed but i'm sure that you're home rocking back and forth in the dark you just don't want no one to know you're not sure where now to go it's been some time since your face lit up and your muscles lost control at the sight of someone you love two-steppin' underneath your window if you remember, it doesn't show so, what are you running from? is it the same thing you loved 'bout being young? harmless thoughtlessness and bubbleguns it's still enough, it always ways and you're wrong to think you stay the same if you don't grow up i would've stayed with you if you weren't always moving on and i could've made changes too if any moment had felt wrong and if you weren't already gone (but you're already gone) 'cause, you see, you just can't wait to separate what you've got from what you want and every minute's just one too late and that leaves no time for silly songs or sleeping in all summer long (or sleeping out on summer lawns) and i say there's no sense in running 'cause it's pretty wonderful just being us with our whole-hearted love and simpler lust it's still enough, it always was and either way things are gonna change babe, what's the rush? and you're wrong to think you stay the same if you don't grow up

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released December 14, 2010

Sean Hood - Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar, Bass, Keyboards & Vocals
Shay Roselip - Banjo & Vocals
Erika Pipkin - Violin, Melodica, Ukelele & Vocals
Meg Freitag - Vocals
Cover Photo by Shay Roselip

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